Panghuhula...
POSTED AT 06:34 PM

elenahitomi

NAKAKAPAGOD! Kasi baguhan pa lang ako e pero hindi talaga biro ang manghula. Hawak mo ang situation at kumbaga buhay ng tao (hindi lang kapalaran..) Chaka hindi rin biro ang mag-interpret kasi kailangan you have to make sure na "tama" ang nasasabi mo at hindi mo nahu-hurt ang feelings ng kliyente. Grabeh. Halos more than 5 ang mga nagpahula sa akin. Don ko sinubukan kung gano ako katibay! Hahaha! And it turned out na buhay pa naman ako, pero sobrang na drained ang isang part ng energy ko: Mind. Wow. Whew! Pero pero, kahit na drained na at kung ano, oks pa ren basta nakatulong ako sa tao. Na-realize ko rin na dapat pag nagpapahula sila sa akin, ay dapat kailangan talaga nilang magpahula. Like, dapat kailangan talaga nila ng help. Nang sa gayon, mas magiging effective ang reading at mas menos pagod sa parte ko hehehehe.

Masaya itong ginagawa ko. Nakakapagod, pero masaya. (^_^)

Party ! Kono! Inuman ! Etc ! (^_^)
POSTED AT 02:18 AM

elenahitomi

Saya. Bigla na lang pinlano ni Jason na pumunta sa bahay ko at maginuman. Na mention ko lang e na may tindahan tapos yon na. Buti naman tamang tama wala magulang ko nasa Tagaytay so YEY!

Hokay so ano ba. Hintay, tapos internet, tawagan sa kung sino sino sa telepono. Bago inom, umales na yung isa kase sinundo na pero ok lang den ganon den yon! Tapos inom tapos kaen ng sunog na tinapay (o sorry ginawa kong 10 mins, 5 lang pala..) tapos tawanan nanood ng kick boxing ata (paborito ni Butch ..) BASTA tapos may sounds kame ng Mars Volta, SAOSIN, AtDI tapos yung Kick Boxing naka MUTE tapos kame kame naglalagay ng DUBBING sa mga tao roon HAHAHAHAHA na iimagine nyo ba? Tapos chat dito chat don aka confe! Tapos tinotomats na! Kaya sa chat kung ano ano ng kabalastugan ang pinagsasasabe HOHOHOHO! Tapos may isang "umariba" tapos may isang nag MISTER Joker arachada sa joke! Mga imbento lang nya e. Tapos yung isa tawa lang ng tawa! Tapos ako tawa lang den ng tawa at nagpapaka weng weng!

Okay so masaya nga kung sa masaya! NyeHaHa!

Okay so tulog na ako. Anobanamang TU OKLAK NA! HORA! !

Okay sige masayang araw to. Kahapon pala. Kanina. O basta.

Kung marame mas riot! =)

Goodnight! Sana nakauwen ng maayos yung mga drinking mates ko! Haha. Ingat!

Goodnight! (^_^)


Currently listening to: THE MARS VOLTA CD
Currently reading: may papahiramen saken si Drake! Ok raw! Lokal!

Maybe Moving on . . .
POSTED AT 10:34 PM

elenahitomi

Coz em just so confused right now. And I thought I'd never been confused. I thought I was so sure. But then.. Now.. I don't know.

And everyday I go in circles. And everyday I do the same thing. And everyday I think of the same things. All is a neverending cycle so vicious and it's not healthy for me anymore. I wake up and I do my daily routine. Every single hour I always show my best side. Sometimes I show my filthy side but when I just backtrack at all my actions, they all seem typical to me now. And I thought I was unique...

Then again, it all boils down to one that I'm a typical person... And that thought sucks.

They say everyone is unique in their own special way. Well I used to believe that I was somebody who can move mountains and who can do the impossible. But now I'm losing faith in my own self. I feel so tired already. I feel like I've done everything that I think would make me happy, but I just can't seem to get there. So why is that? Is this some sort of test... Again?

...

Okay I'm going far off the subject heading...

Like I said maybe, maybe not. Maybe Yes, maybe no. Maybe do or die. Maybe I shouldn't let these situations bother me at all. It'll just haunt me. Besides. People would just laugh at me for being cheesy in some aspects. I'm shuffling my sentence construction now. They don't make sense. But, hey, I'm confused! So confused I don't even know how to write a good essay about what I feel...

Bear with me, I'm just letting these all out. I really need an outlet right now. I was also talking to this friend of mine and I pured out an outlet on her. And Thank God she understood me. Oh it feels great to know that there's someone out there who undertands me.

And now I don't know how I'll sleep later.

I'm so confused. I as in me. Confused...

But I'll just think....

That everyone in this world is confused. So I'll just act unselfishly and think that I'm not the only one suffering. Those other people might be more confused than I am...

So I guess I should have more faith then. Even though it's hard.

Have faith in people... Coz they're just confused as I am.

Enjoy the Images ! ( ^_^)
POSTED AT 12:10 PM

elenahitomi

ang gandang kwintas to... oooooohhh kung may pera lang ako haha!

Now here's some amazing artworks by Susan Seddon Boulet (at ang SOBRANG idol, ang galing-galiiiiing mo daaaayyy!!)


Isis & Osiris


Athena


Raven and Reindeer People

and here's my Painting pic...

Seven Moons Rising
I see myself through this painting. I love the MOON and I fancy dim colors at times... Plus, I think that the whole emotion portrayed in the Artwork is the same emotion that I'm feeling right now? HAHAHAHA Bola Chika! Nyehehe!

Happy Viewing !

Currently listening to: some celtic music . . .

Keeping myself busy.
POSTED AT 02:54 AM

elenahitomi

This would help me have less worries and be more happy in what I do everyday. IT may sound harsh and selfish and inconsiderate, but keeping myself busy is the one thing that can help myself. And helping myself is what I need at the moment.



Free from worries, anxieties, expectations, sadness, I can be happy again by just doing something worthwhile. It’s not merely shutting down from the world, but it’s just making a favor to myself, to my health, to my mind and being.



I’m not being selfish. I am just helping myself become happy and free from unwanted worrying. Worrying can cause cancer, you know. Unless my mind made that all up.

HaHa.

Keeping myself busy is an act of nothingness and, at the same time, act of bravery. I’m just doing myself a favor coz I haven’t been paying attention to myself lately.



Keep myself busy.

… And I’m sleepy. It’s 2:33am.Night night. Oyasumi nasai…

“Life is like that…”

Currently listening to: Co&Ca-The Velorium Camper II:Backened of Forever