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December 2nd, 2004


POSTED AT 08:40 PM

kitsune
Though they rarely caused mankind any serious harm,
these Japanese fox spirits known as kitsune
were well known for playing tricks on people
and could be a real nuisance. They possessed
the ability to transform into any creature,
though they would often retain their fox tail.
One could easily determine the age and level of
maturity of a kitsune by counting it's tails;
An immature, rambunctious kitsune would have
very few tails, while a wise and powerful one
would have as many as nine.

As a kitsune, you are clever, sensual, beautiful,
mysterious and effeminate (even if you are a
guy). You are also somewhat sneaky and like to
pull pranks on people, but otherwise you are
very pleasurable to be around.



Who is your inner Shapeshifter?
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POSTED AT 10:12 PM

Light
Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your
almost angelic, you find joy in others
happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in
pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
good about themselves and if someone is upset
you can tend to become rather upset as well
which means you are sympathetic and raise
others above yourself. Being as kind and
good-natured as you are people have most likely
hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up
every time. You may look fragile but you are
stronger than most tend to see. Life is
beautiful no matter how you look at it and you
understand that people make mistakes, not
everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
let anyone change you. You truly have a
beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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POSTED AT 10:23 PM

bluehair

Your anime hair color is blue.


What is your anime hair color?
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December 11th, 2004

Not so \"Merry\" this season...
POSTED AT 09:45 PM

I feel like this year, my Christmas would be soooo sad.

I don't know. Lately I lost my dad's bonnet with lots of sentimental value in it. If he finds out then I'm SO doomed. Then I can't wear a tunnel in my left ear anymore coz my parents forbids it. Then after that I accidentally dropped my small tunnel earing in the rails of the mrt coz someone bumped into me. Because of these turn of events, I feel like things start to... Dissappear in front of my eyes. It's as if all the things that I want or the things that I possess, they slowly go away...

And it's sad to think about it as the temperature within the past few weeks had gone cold. Blankets on as I curl my body in bed thinking of those sad things that had just happened. Those precious moments that would be a memory...

Lately I've been going back to my roots: Watching Non-stop anime till the break of dawn. I've been watching Fruits Basket for 3 days now (I just finished today, the whole 26 episodes..) and I laughed a lot and I also cried a lot. It's a really nice anime. Touru reminds me of myself at times. Actually, all the characters remind me of, well, myself. For some reason I could relate to their sentiments and hardships and fun times and all the other emotions they've been experiencing. Japanese stories are just so deep. And that's why I love Japan so much, ever since. One of my dream is to just go and live there maybe because I'm tired of this wrecked land. But then I love my origins. But I love Japan. Banzai!

And because of Fruits Basket, I was inspired to learn my Japanese language again and I started to go back to, well, writing a novel. Well to make things simplier, I started a Short Story. Well, I've started 'a lot' of short stories but then they end up to be 'unfinished pages' so it's too bad. Every story I write is always 'hanging'. And I hope I finish this one. It's quite similar to Fruits Basket but I hope when someone reads it, they'd be glad or something.

Well now, right now, I'm quite bothered because I can't find my Escaflowne cds which were in a Violet CD case. I'm so worried that I lost it somewhere. I can't remember if I lent it to a classmate or what. I tried looking for it but I couldn't. And I wanted to watch 'more' anime earlier. Grr, what a waste. I don't want my cd case to get lost. Please... I've had enough losses already. Please...

Sigh what a season. I don't know if I'm looking forward to it. But well, on Monday, I'll be buying presents for my friends. At least I'd make my friends happy. That would be okay. I'm not quite happy but I hope I'd make them cheer up coz I think they're not so 'jolly' this season too!

Sigh ... Tis the season to be jolly... Fa la la la la, la la... la... la... Sigh. Currently listening to: Seven - Sunny Day Real Estate


December 14th, 2004

Lonely, Frightening Christmas…
POSTED AT 11:52 PM

Is it the end of the world already, coz I think it is, in a more esoteric sense. Everything is not what it seems for the past weeks. People have been losing their precious belongings, have lost their loved ones coz they either went overseas or passed away , had bad luck over a situation or the other unfortunate accidents and misfortunes that made people feel least bit of happy this holiday. This is definitely not your ordinary Christmas season. Take note, it’s the year 2004 and it’s Christmas time. What a year, what a sad season to end a year. I sure hope that when 2005 comes, all will be well and all the hardships that people a re experiencing would diminish and disintegrate like the transformation of water to air when it boils. Condensation, that is (hope I’m right…) Oh, I’m one of those seemingly confused individuals, trying to exemplify in my own reasoning as to the cause of these irrational misfortunes that I myself am experiencing. Is it karma? Well I can agree on that. I did so many ‘not so nice and quite unfair’ actions, not to mention ‘selfish’ acts. But oh well who can blame me, this ever lonely girl who finds happiness wherever she goes? Who finds attention in every friend she talks to? Who hides what she really wants to express? And, yet again, I have proven that I am weird. This sudden thought has infiltrated my head, charging my fingers to initiate a positive magnet over the keyboard so that I could input these random thoughts, these aka frustrated writer attempt to even write a good essay. And there goes my writing dexterity. Sigh* I am only limiting myself a few moments coz I have to finish 30% of my LIGHT & COLOR project (due to tons of explanation, I can’t describe how my project looks like and how it’s done etc…) I drank EXTRA JOSS twice and I still feel sleepy (no…) I can’t afford to be tired. Please. I have to really put some effort in this if I want to run as D.L. Actually I’m qualified (hahaha I’m so vain, sorry…) but then I just hope I’d be more consistent. Coz Ihave this nag of getting tired easily and getting all stubborn and lazy. AND OKAY I am so dragging my sentences now and they are prolonging. I’m typing in English maybe because I’m in an essay mode. Sigh* My friends would find me really weird now when they get a glimpse of this. Oh well. Hahaha laugh all you want. Hehe nah just kidding. (I am really expressing myself in English, what a laugh…) And so from here I shall quit this and go back to my working torture area and finish what I have to finish. Sigh* EXTRA JOSS! Keep my awake! Hehe.

Merry Christmas… Sad, Lonely Christmas everyone.

P.S. Darn, I'm listening to this album called The Celtic Myst: Christmas Collection and darn it just fits my lonely mood. Sarah Mclachlan's "Song for Winter's Night" just speaks with serenity. Secret Garden (take note, not Savag Garden, this is an orchestral Celtic band ok?) as well as Moya Brennan and Maire Brennan who's voice is similar to Enya. They're good as well. Oh lots of Celtic artists, The music just fits my current mood. Darn this sad mood of mine. When will this end? Sigh*. I'd be sighing all day... Sigh* ( -_-) Currently listening to: Sarah Mclachlan - Song for Winter's Night


December 17th, 2004

Masayang “Paskuhan”! (^_^)
POSTED AT 01:06 AM

Na-late ang pasok ko sa LIGHT & COLOR subject ko kasi hanggang alas-tres imedya na ako natapos sa 30x20 inches “plate” (graded “ChristmasWrapper” painting, haaayyy…).Tapos non, nag EVO kami, naglaro kami ng NFS Underground tapos, ako, saglit lang na Half-Life2: Deathmatch (kasi ambagal magload dun sa pwesto ko). Tapos nagsimula na yung PASKUHAN sa USTe nung mga bandang tanghale/hapon. Saya kasi hindi naman kame pumunta muna sa Field. Pumunta muna kami sa CAFÉ DAPITAN para uminom at magbisyo.Nung una nabagot ako kasi nasa baba kame, “No Smoking Area”, sabi ko ambaduy. Pero nakaakyat na kame sa Smoking Area at hay salamat ‘May Ambiance’ na nga (Ambiance term by Jemo, haha.) WOYY! JEMO!!! Alam nyo ba na nilibre kami nitong dakilang METAL GOD na ‘to ng beer at pulutan! Grabeh, kahit super mahal don e gumastos pa rin sha. Celebrate na raw kasi birthday nya in advance kaya yon. SOBRANG SAYA talaga. Hindi ko na pwedeng I-elaborate paangremaining details nung nangyare dun sa Dapits kasi ‘The rest is history’nga naman…

Tapos balik na kami sa USTe para sa Paskuhan. Libreng food kame, pakitaan lang namin ng ID namen tapos we can make Chibug-Chibug na! From Jollibee to Kenny Rogers, lahat ng food booths don para samen, libre! Baet talaga ng USTe. Kung sa bagay, yung PASKUHAN nga naman raw e bongga talaga. May mga pa-contest, tapos may mga banda na tumugtog tapos afterwards tumugtog na ang RIVERMAYA. Hala, parang nagkaroon ng concert don, naka more than 7 songs sila e! Saya. Nugn 1st two songs nila, talon kame ng talon. Babae ako pero wala akong pake kung nakipag moshpit ako don. Baket masama? Haha! Pero umawat den ako kasi tumataas yung beer sa sistema ko so nagpahinga na ako sa field. 11 na natapos ang concert. Galeng ng Rivermaya. All along kasi akala ko supot sila pero okay sila pag Live. Nice, nice.

At ngayon nasa bahay na ako at naikwento ko na ang nangyare sa’min kanina.Hahahaha! Sarap din ng buhay kolehiyo hahahaha! Okay na okay sa USTe rin. Swak na swak yeyeyeye! (^_^) Well, goodnight! Merry Christmas sa inyo, sobrah! Wag nyo akong gayahin, tingin sa Krismas malungkot. Masaya nga raw talaga ang Christmas! (^_^) Be happy tayo lahat! (^_^)

Ohlright!!!!!! (^_~)



POSTED AT 11:02 PM

RG
You have the Rossetti girl look. You are the kind
of girl pre-Raphaelite painters admired; tall,
slender, and fair as a lily flower. The
pre-Raphaelite girl had dramatic beauty; long
neck, large soulful eyes, full shapely mouth
and masses of wavy hair. The pre-Raphaelites
painted girls like this, they showed them in
dramatic situations dressed as famous
characters in legends, plays and poetry. The
favourite colours of the artists were russet,
green and gold. The following artists would
have loved to paint you; Holman Hunt, John
Everett Millais, Edward Burne-Jones, William
Morris and Dante Gabriel Rossetti.


'Pretty As A Picture' - Which Artist Would Paint You?
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Light. You're whole being is consumed with it. You're happy and that's a wonderful thing. Don't let anyone take that away.

Darkness - You hide behind a mask and try to block out all emotion, you arnt very explorative and are genrally a loner, you hate wasting time on stupid stuff, you have lots of energy.

The name of the rose
Umberto Eco: The Name of the Rose. You are a
mystery novel dealing with theology, especially
with catholic vs liberal issues. You search
wisdom and knowledge endlessly, feeling that
learning is essential in life.


Which literature classic are you?
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December 27th, 2004

Merry Christmas
POSTED AT 12:07 PM

There had been ups, there had been downs, pero buhay pa naman ako, mabuti naman. Sana lahat na lang tayo maging masaya... O kung maging malungkot tayo, e di sana hindi tayo sumuko HAHAHAHA emo emo emo nanaman tsk tsk. Uhm actually, wala lang akong masabe kaya ganon. Well Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! Ingat kayong lahat! (^_^)

adamacoustic
You're "You Know How I Do", you're always
tired, upset or lying and you won't take
anyone's crap.


Which taking back sunday song are you?
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therapy self-realization mode
POSTED AT 11:38 PM

I am SO not quite content right now. really. i don't feel quite good. i feel dizzy. also.. i feel quite sad. i'm also confused actually, i don't knwo what to do. over all i'm... lost. im dizzy! sleep na ko. tomorrow, ill be doing SCHOOL STUFF! Well am i just enjoying my vacation? am i just enjoying my life right now? i am really starting to doubt my life?

ganito ako kadaldal kapag masakit ulo ko e. chka pag may level ng kalungkutan. pasensha na a.

kaya eto quiz quiz na lang ako. nagsi seak den ako ng therapy sa mga ka chat ko (salamat Rap! oooo! special mention yey..) haay nako. masakit na tlga. alis na ako. nde ko na kaya. goodnight!

Blue info
Your Heart is Blue


What Color is Your Heart?
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lonely
You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and
really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be
alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't
like to be around others and you'd rather be
away from here. You have a get away from me
look and others find you bitchy and
self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a
fair but that's ok because that's who you are.


Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
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Currently listening to: wala sakit ng ulo... (T_T)
Currently reading: kowala ren sakit ulo ko talaga. enge gamot.(>_
Currently feeling: masaket ulo ko sobrah.



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