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January 29th, 2005

Ang buhay... May kulay...
POSTED AT 12:43 PM

Ngunit ka'y sablay...

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My gimmick to KATIPS yesterday would probably be the last gimmick I'll ever attend, said my mom to me when I arrived 1:15am. But then she told me that she was just doing it for the sake of my studies and, besides, when summer comes, I can go out again. She won't care less what time I arrive coz it's the summer time anyway... Well there goes a quarter of my social life, on to a 3 or so months of pause. And what about my course then? Just thinking of the things that I have to accomplish next week makes me feel so weak both emotionally. Actually, the reason why I feel weak emotionally is because I am thinking of a lot of things again, and I can't place them in the right order. I'm, like, putting them all together in one tiny jar, and it shouldn't be like that, right? I should do things one step at a time. But, now I just can't see passed that..

So what's in it for me after this? It would be Technical Drawing and some Powerpoint presentation and maybe when I finished both, I can also work on my IND Egg Package, revised model.

Sigh*

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Nakakatamad. Nakakapawalang gana.

Parang tingin ko... Kahit gawin ko 'tong lahat, wala parin akong mapapala sa buhay ko...

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I walk backwards from nowhere
don't opposites attract
I've got no friends and blank stares
that can make my heart attack
and I miss you, don't you miss me
I don't know just where to start
It's like when I'm without you
things just fall apart(and I will know)
and I know that you know I'll be back, I'll be home
I'm tired of telling you something that you already know
and I know that you know I'll be back, I'll be home
I'm tired of telling you something that you already know
and we'll make it through this
if I had just one wish
if my dreams all come true
then your dreams will too
and I miss you, don't you miss me
I don't know just where to start
it's like when I'm without you
things just fall apart(and I will know)
and I know that you know I'll be back I'll be home
I'm tired of telling you something that you already know
and i know that you know I'll be back I'll be home
I'm tired of telling you something that you already know
somewhere out there...
Currently listening to: make my heart attack
Currently reading: the HOBBIT
Currently feeling: sad



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